We had been married three years, our love seemingly unshaken, when one evening my husband looked at me with unusual seriousness and said: “I want to sleep in a separate room for a while…”
His words felt like thunder splitting the sky. My heart dropped. For a wife, hearing such a request is like being stabbed without warning. I pleaded, I shouted, I wept—but no matter what I said, he remained firm, distant, unmovable.
In the end, powerless, I agreed. Yet inside me, storms raged. My mind spun with questions I didn’t dare voice. “Has he fallen for someone else? Am I no longer enough? Or has our marriage already rotted without me noticing?”
Nights grew long and cruel. I lay awake staring at the ceiling, my thoughts gnawing at me until I felt hollow inside.
Finally, driven by desperation, I did something reckless. One evening, while he was away, I hired a worker to carve the tiniest hole into the corner of his bedroom wall. My hands shook as I covered it up, waiting for nightfall, my heart a drumbeat of dread.
The next night, trembling, I pressed my eye against that secret hole.
And then— “Oh God…” My breath caught. My knees nearly gave out.
Inside, my husband was kneeling on the floor—not with another woman as I had feared, but surrounded by flickering candles and curling incense smoke. In front of him lay a faded photograph in an old frame.
His shoulders shook, his eyes swollen with tears as he whispered the name of a woman with a raw, childlike grief.
And that woman… was no stranger. It was the wedding photo of his late wife—the woman he had lost five years before I ever came into his life.
Suddenly, it all made sense. He hadn’t asked to sleep apart because he betrayed me, but because he longed to retreat into the silence of his grief, to spend his nights whispering to the ghost of the love he could never release.
I collapsed against the wall, tears spilling hot and uncontrollable. My fury dissolved into a deeper sorrow, heavier than anything I had imagined. I wasn’t fighting another woman—no, I was fighting a memory, a shadow of a love so deep even time could not erase it.
In that moment, I understood the cruelest truth: I had not been betrayed. Instead, I had been sharing my life with a heart that was never truly mine to begin with.